Thursday, March 26, 2009
5:22 PM ;

Turns out tmr wont be psycho day because i've already received my ppr and there is no decent grade, except for Bio. Bad enough to make you go puke. So many Bs..

Term 2 will be a work your ass off or you'd be sorry kind of term. I just need to prove my family, teachers, friends, and myself wrong. I can do it. We can do it, munn, qing.

On the bright side, I received the results of my ss test, and its the first time we were doing a stuctured essay question. To my surprise, I actually managed to score an a for it! A great way to start off term 2..

All the way everybody!

OH. Bio was fun today :D
We were doing the digestive system and Ms Lim brought this model which could be taken apart and put back together. There were miniature intestines and lungs and you could even see the tiny veins and arteries :D
They were really nice and interesting to look at.
Well anyways, she was so fascinated with the model, and its like candy and chocolates is to children while digestive system models is to bio teachers. She was all jumpy in class and going "so cool right?" Haha. It was like ms lim had gone under a spell. She is still the coolest teacher :)
Monday, March 23, 2009
7:49 PM ;

Nationals start tomorrow and i'm feeling really apprehensive about the game. After all, we're gonna play with tkgs, known for having tall, big and aggressive players.
It's okay StNicks! We will fight all the way! We've got speed! And the SN Spirit that no one can take away!

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right


"triple t, k, a
Time To Totally Kick Ass!"
Sunday, March 22, 2009
7:23 PM ;

I Love love love beginnings.

Love that tmr is the start of a new term, but that doesnt mean i won't miss the holidays.
The thing is, you get to start over. Sort of. Like put what awful things that happened in term one behind you, and look for a new start. Something better.

Anyways, to commemorate the beginning of term two, i needed to do something. Change. Feel Different.
So i decided to chop my hair off!

HAH! No, joking. Not the whole thing, just a bunch to give some fringe. I did it yesterday on impulse, by myself, so you can expect to be quite ugly. Actually, really ugly.

Yes, change!

I'm not psycho.

(But i'll go psycho on friday. thats when our ppr comes out :O)


Human Right #5
No Torture
No one shall be subjected to torture or to cruel, inhuman or degrading treatment or punishment.
Friday, March 20, 2009
5:19 PM ;

Muhahah!
@ Munn's house using her awesome & HUGE Mac!

:D


Can you believe normal Zips at Chinatown cost 30cents, and normal Zips at lets say.. the market near your house, cost 70cents?!
Wow. Imagine how much money you can save if you buy.. 10 zips.
40 x 10 = 400!
400 cents!
:O Wow.

Chinatown is Great!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
11:58 PM ;

First things first:
I really really really miss AYLC09 :(
The wonderful weather, people, singing, screaming, and fun.
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The amazing weather that you wake up to in the morning, feeling as if you are in a fairytale..
Oh whether, how I miss you!

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And the never ending fun of breathing heavily onto your friends just to spook them with the mist..

Meeting lots of cool and different people, and talking crap and joking around with random strangers who turned out pretty great. And forming our UG(usualgroup/uglygroup/however you want to call it), creating the craziest cheers and just having the best time,

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Singing our lungs out at the campfire, watching the fireworks explode right in front of us,
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Bonding with you great bunch of crazy SN girls, whispering to each other in bed every night wayyyy past midnight, trying not to get caught having the wild parties! (fine, not so wild) Talking about all kinds of things and getting to know each other better, laughing and teasing and screaming and sharing secrets..

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Oh gosh, and it has already been more than a month!
Oh, how I miss everything!



Anyways, time to get back on earth.

Training in the morning has been going weirdly slow, as if the clock ticks slower and slower every minute, and although it might not be that tiring, the drills and everything has been really tedious. Everybody feels lethargic and there is definitely less energy.

Today is the worst! Ever since we've been having competition indoors, all our immunity to the sun has disappeared. This morning's sun was scorching, blazing, burning, any word that can describe how HOT it truly was. It was like we were on war with the heat. You keep struggling to push yourself to keep going and to keep driving forward, but the heat just keeps draining all your energy away.

Oh boy, we HAVE to get used to the sun again. Nationals won't be indoors anymore. But thinking about it, I kind of miss the scorching sun. I wonder how come I've become so fair. One great thing is that you get to get this awesome tan after training without having to work hard for it. :D (Cons: Don't forget the horrible tan-lines)

Then we had a really FUN! lunch at Thomson, we were having a dilemma on whether to eat Prata or BarChorMee, or to eat BarChorMee then Prata for "dessert", or to go to Chicken House for the amazing chicken rice.. (I didn't even know).
Yes, we are gluttons.
We as in: Mag, Qing, Daph, Dionne and I :D
So in the end we just went with the noodles - it was Yum, and then hopped to icekimo for more pigging out. Yes Daph! Horlicks and Maltesers is a great flavour!

Then I went home, and slept for the longest time possible.
Omg. I'm really a pig :O
I was just so tired.

Oh well. There goes another day. I better not waste another one. A precious one.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
12:18 AM ;

Term 1 was .
Not a word good enough to say how terrible it was. Or maybe it's just my lousy vocab.

So. One week. One week to finally catch up and one week to prepare for the next term. I really hope that i keep to my word, because i really need to pick myself up and pull my socks up high. Don't forget your dream. Think of it every time you feel like giving up.

Anyway, i've got a little piece of news.
We're on to nationals! Huzzah! Fine, it is most definitely stupid if we did not manage to go through to nationals. It would be so embarrassing.
Yeah, but SNNB, we did it! I'm so proud of everybody- Thursday was great! Double win! It was a satisfying moment when the umpires blew the whistle, and when we realised we won- by a point.
I love the SN spirit. Thank you supporters!

Oh and I am so gonna miss the hwachies.
And nope. Sorry. This isn't gonna be much fun a piece of news.
I'm gonna miss that they make the class so excited, I'm gonna miss the whole 'holiday aura' that the school has, and I'm sooo gonna miss watching people react with them around.

Yeah but I'm glad they're gone! Can't stand it any longer either. I shall not continue.


Darn. I gotta miss class outing because of training. :(
Sorry guys! Have fun! Picking up trash is fun too y'know!

Here's another great song. Tell me if you can play it! (Please!)

Artist: The Decemberists
Album: Picaresque
Song: Of Angels And Angles




I
C G
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----0-----
---0----0-
--0-----0-
-3------2-
------3-3-

II
C G Em D
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----0-------------30-
---0-----0----0--2---
--0-----0----2--0----
-3-----2----2--------
------3----0---------

III
C G D
--------------02---
----0--------3--3--
---0-----0--2----2-
--0-----0--0-------
-3-----2-----------
------3------------

(Intro:)
I I II I

I
There are angels
I
In your angles
II
There's a low moon caught in your tangles
I
There's a ticking
I
At the sill
II I
There's a purr of a pigeon to break the still of day

I
As on we go drowning
III
Down we go away
I
And darling
I
We go a-drowning
III
Down we go away
I I II I
Away
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
8:12 PM ;

Human Right #4
No Slavery

No one shall be held in slavery or servitude; slavery and the slave trade shall be prohibited in all their forms.
5:41 PM ;

Here's the irony:
You know how I've been so crazy emotional the past week? or weekend?
Yeah so the thing is, on Monday, right smack in the morning we had this meaningful talk on how to manage stress, anger, and how to control your emotions.
Coincidence, or not?

The outside vendors taught us this:
COPES- Calm down, look for Options, Positive thinking, Explore your options, Seek help.
I guess its pretty useful, and one technique i'd love to try out is "scramble!"
So you are in a quarrel with somebody. In order not to get upset, in your mind, picture the person you are arguing with, and decorate him/her in the craziest way possible. Give the girl a moustache and some facial hair? Give the guy britney's hair and superman's red underwear? Whatever makes you laugh just do it :)

The good news is: the last week of school in term 1! I'm just glad we're gonna get this awful term over and done with.

Oh and hwachies are over this week (hillsbills invented that name). The thing is, I love to secretly watch people react in this new environment where there are boys in class. And it's the best occupation ever :D (okay fine it's not like I was given the job or anything)

Observations (so far):
- We girls tend to act girlier
- Unfortunately, i hate to agree with the teachers, but :O. Voices and tones are a little pitchier
- There is much hubhub in class (our normal hubhub is somehow.. different)

The best part is watching the overly-enthusiastic ones. It amazes me how we all act differently when there's an uncommon presence.

Oh and the teachers are really great. Every lesson they would speak for all to hear-including the boys: wow the class is exceptionally excited today, i wonder what..
Sunday, March 08, 2009
8:52 PM ;

So i woke up this morning and its like the dark clouds all freakin' disappeared! Then theres this urge to stop being so emo and become like Elizabeth Bennet's gang who loves running around in the fields (okay fine, exaggeration) and becoming lit pros who talk ancient english all day.

I guess the problems are still there, but it shall be shoved aside while I enjoy the moments of happiness!

By the way, thank you all of you with the encouragements and support!
To Yoke, omg, you are one of my greatest friends. I'm sure we're gonna go long! (AKA. Frens4eva!)
To passerby, thank you, its nice to know i'm not alone! Btw, do i know you?
To Jammy, hahahah! You are the person to count on for laughter :D
To Mel, why do you always seem so wise! It's not fair! Oh and i tell you, i'm very mistake prone. I Wrong. A lot.


Here is a really wonderful song. You should totally play it if you have a guitar!

Stolen by Dashboard Conffesional

(C) You watch the season (G) pull up its own (Am) stakes
and catch the last weekend (G) of the last week
(C) Before the gold and the (G) glamour have been
re (Am) placed,
Another sun soaked (G) season fades away

Chorus:
(C) You have (G) stolen my (Am) heart (G)
(C) You have (G) stolen my (Am) heart (G)

(C) And from the bar room (G) floor we are a celebration (Am)
One good (G) stretch before our hibernation
(C) Our dreams assured (G) and we'll all (Am), we'll sleep (G) well, sleep well

(C) (G) Sleep (Am) well
(G) Sleep well
(C)(G) Sleep well (Am)(G)

(C) You have (G) stolen
(Am) You have (G) stolen
(C) You have (G) stolen my(Am) ... (G) heart

(C) I watch you spin a (G) round in the highest heels (Am)
You are the best one, (G) of the best ones
(C) We all (G) look like we (Am) feel (G)

(C) You have (G) stolen my
(Am) You have (G) stolen my
(C) You have (G) stolen my (Am)(G) heart. (strum "C" chord once)

Saturday, March 07, 2009
9:47 PM ;

Everything!
Work, tests, projects, playing like **** on court, being an awful friend, lousy daughter, horrid sis, not thinking about the right things, unable to behave like normal..

I can't control myself.

But I guess what Mel said was right.
I just can't let go of the past.

Oh shake it off! I hate acting as if my lame problems are bigger than the other things outside us that matter so much more.
Poverty, global warming, deforestation..
Friday, March 06, 2009
7:45 PM ;

Human Right #3
The Right to Life
We all have the right to life, and to live in freedom and safety.
7:23 PM ;

I wish i had a restart button.
Somewhere hidden in myself where i can just click anytime i feel like changing my life.
Click.
New environment?
New people?
New friends?
New personality?
New goals?
And most importantly, new me?

Sometimes the things i do, they disgust me, and i wonder, if i could click that button.. i could become a much much much much more different person. Hopefully someone better.

I need that button right now. Oh i hate that i can't do anything about everything.
Attitude, initiative, skills, my results, my brain, myself

The only good thing that happened this year was i guess Aylc. Or not necessarily good, but at least something that i glad i did do(other than missing all the precious time in lessons). This year has just started (or maybe not) and i'm already failing at every aspect. Horrible horrible horrible.

Shit. Can someone invent that button now?
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
7:05 PM ;

I'm going buzookas!